What a start....

2013...

A year of anticipation...for all the good things, and the bad things as well, unfortunately..

2013 really starts with a kick-off for me..

The first 2 weeks, particularly...then goes to the weeks after...and after....

When I have back-to-back important tests, followed by similarly back-to-back trips to the hospital as my hubby suffered from acute ashtma...8 days in hospital was quite an experience, after spending long hours in ER, watching people come and go and died....

I was lost in time, fatique, and angry, too....

Then came along the worst flood in Jakarta, or some might say, city of the dammed (oouuch...)...
Literally being stuck for hours on the roads, watching people and cars and everything went frantically chaotic and seeing children and families suffer from floods...that's another roller-coaster ride  for me and my family...Lucky us, it was not as bad as other areas, as Rawamangun is relatively managable in terms of flood... Some of us might not that lucky..

Then, some more rather unfortunate events occured as well... Either to me or those I love...

Well, well... Is it a sign? I certainly hope not...I always keep my positive me shining, kicking back the negative one...but this time, perhaps, it is too much and too frequently in such a short period of time...

Well, again, ...is it tough?

Perhaps....
Frankly, I don't know..for sure I know that there were tougher times that I have to get through in the past...and alhamdulillah I have always managed to survive...

Maybe I have to stop at one point and look back... Reviewing all the steps taken so far and have a frank dialogue with myself and my Creator...

And hope Allah SWT has mercy on me...

Amiiiiin...